3 sedondon guitar, From Left Ibanez, Kayok, TGM



My One and only Ibanez Acoustic guitar!!!! Love you baby..


Here are the pictures of it as promise...


WooOOOOHHHuuuUUUuuuu!!! Have a very graet time with Fir, Yani, Taufik, Khalid, Wan, Umi and Zak.. Great time guys!!!! Btw, Checklist......

Ibanez Acoustic-------------Check!
Yamaha Keyboard----------Check!
Adi Zero--------------------Check!
Girl-------------------------Later laa..
Ibanez Electric--------------UnCheck! (Damn It!)
Fender Semi-Acoustic-------Scouting...
Marshall Amp---------------Next Year!


Hope to get what i wanted... Insyallah...





Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby





Hahah! today was an AWESOME day!! Wuuhuuu!! Breathe finally.. Good to be back Dzul! Hahaha! Happy as can be! Live my life with my Music. My 1st gf! My Ipod!!!!! Adding new flavour to it.. The song i just post its just awesome. Acoustic.. Buying another keyboard though. 47 keys! Jazz chords, HERE I COME!!!!!!! Btw, guys, im not gg to use the blog anymore till mayb.... hmmm... someday.. Even Facebook, haiz.. Alot of things to give up. Slowly but surely.

Can't imagine what SOME people of the [L] going to be?? Full of Hypocrites?? Immature?? And People that are just think of themselves??? MAYBE.. I disclaim myself by saying MAYBE .. Just haiz...

Relationships keeps breaking up?? Why cant they just make up?? Friends??? Time??? Bonding???

It's a ful of nightmare.!





Hahahaha!!! The dating with someone special was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! Really!! AWESOME!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha!! His/Her Volvo car was AWESOME too!!!!! Have great time. Really, comfort me with my heart problems.


I CAN NEVER forget.


Im done here.


I still can take it.


You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine,go and have your fun
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance,go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me
Save the last dance for me.

Dzul tk pernah suroh Fhy antar Dzul balek. I want u to be safely home and last eye 2 eye b4 i go home. Ur smile is my energy to love u even more Fhy.


People assume?? Go to hell with them, they don't know what we've been through, they don't know about us they don't know about me and u. My phone is always welcome if u wana call. I mean, if u don't want people to assume, u can just give me a call. My phone always welcome your calls. Just reply me if u want me to call u at ur wordpress. I'll be waiting..


Im not asking u to update abt the raya thing. I had enough torture from u. Seriously, yes, a picture says a thousand words, but can a picture tells what the heart is feeling? Face is happy, but what abt the heart? I have accepted ur apologies long time after we broke up Fhy.. I just want u back thats all im asking. Im not asking for ur money or ur wealth, i just want u back in my life.


I just don't know what dosa i have done to u? Mcm besar sangat until u dun even want to talk to me, don't want to see me, avoiding me. I havent been contacting u also. Im trying my best to grant the last wish that u want. It's hard fhy, its super super hard. U told me that u are exhausted and we can be best friends. Im giving u a break from all the tiredness that u felt. N this is how u treated me? I mean, maner bole kan. Im a human being not an animal. Even animal don't know how to break up. Im not saying that u are an animal. Fhy, tolong lah, jangan siksa Dzul mcm gini. I have learn my lesson. U said to me that, u still love me, miss me and cinta me alot, but u re just tired. Itu je yg dzul tk faham. I just want us back together mcm dulu. No more the dzul that is being unreasonable, the multi-talented guy still have. What u want in me, imean the good ones, still have waiting for your return and the bad ones, i have throw it all away. Trust me. Coz i trust u and still trusting u.

Btw, i dun really understand ur 1st post abt the questions. Could u please elaborate it?

Thanx a million.


Hey dere guys! hope u all doing fine!

Having fun lately, coz im living my life to the fullest. MSNing to someone ytd, that someone ask what im gg to do on my birthday, so that someone is shok after i reaplied somthing to him/her. Though life has it ups and downs, we as MAN have to take it like a MAN. MEMORIES may b beautiful but some MEMORIES is a pain in the ass. Those MEMORIES i had with her, those cute, innocent, pure love face of NURUL FIDA'IY BTE SAMSURI will never be forgotten. NEVER. I have learn my lesson the hardest way possible. What abt u? Eventhough we are apart i still do'a day and night for your health coz i know u are still under medication. It would be great if u are still with me now. I mean, at least i can bring u out, coz its school holiday.. Talking about that, im looking forward to this sch holiday to spend quality time with u. I got alot of suprises lining up for u.. But u went off too soon.

I told that someone, that I hav save enough money, more than enough to bring u to U.S.S.(Universal Studios Singapore) and RW(Resort World Sentosa) Before exams, i have alr book a room for us there. For 2 days one night. And Zak told me that u have been pplaning for my birthday and im so looking forward to it. But again, hajat tk kesampaian. Tak aper.. Nvm, Its going to be a Lonely 20th birthday celebration again. Y i say again???

Remember the previous paragraph i replied that someone something which makes him/her shock??? Well this is it, the last time i calebrated my birthday is when i was ONE year b4 nursury. My mum told me. Till then, i hav never celebrated my birthday. Im kidding rite?? The answer is NO IAM NOT. After school starts, my parents focus more on my education. Getting bitten up from them just because they want to see me successful in life. Presents??? Hmmm, my 1st present is when im in 1st year ITE. That was my 1st birthday present.

Till then, i hav no birthday present. Friends celebrate with me??? NOt a single one. I hav never had a surprise party like what i did for you.. Presents, like what i bought for you.. Im not comparing, justthat im sad that it has to end this way rite b4 my birthday.. When i heard that Zak tld me about u doing something, im looking forward man, its like a small kid, when a his/her mother says, "okay, later im gg to buy for u an ice cream" 3 yrs old, 4 or 5yrs old, will definitely looking forward to it. So what?? Its just an Ice-cream.. No big deal..

Ya riiight no big deal.. Eh hello! Knock ur head as hard as u can on the wall. Everyone deserve to be happy. Im talking in general and not shooting anyone. Deep down inside you, if u make other people sad or unhappy, it will still haunt u back. EVERYWHERE U GO, WHATEVER U DO. It will follow u. Don't let karma do something to u. I noe u will laugh if karma hits me in the face. But what if, karma hits u and it satys there bacause of ur sins? Think about it.

I noe, both of us (me and fhy) has make mistakes that we shouldnt do, but we hav to learnt from mistakes and compromise. I alr said "I'm sorry" sincerely to you and assure u that it will never happend again. U? did u do your part? No. U ran away.. I give u the benefit of doubt, just like what ive told that someone, Im your 1st guy, and changes in life drastically makes u feel uncomfortable and this is a new level in life for you to experience. im not saying that uare new to this subject. Im just saying that this relationship thingy, pressurize u in some way that u cannot take it and u just ran away.. Im not saying that u are a coward. NO! No one in this world is expert in Love or in realationships. Not even me. Their experince bring them to where they are now.

They share their burden. Share whatever as long as they are together as one. Experince is not u have to have it, or i have to have it, ITS ALL OF US. There are no formulas to Love, no direct ans to Love. Its about the heart. The soul. And the feel.

Now, after uve gone, i have to put "burden" that we are suppose to share at my shoulders. I can still tahan.

My last words for u is, being in a couple is hard and, commiting, making sacrifices, its hard. But if it's for the tight person then its easy. Looking at that girl and all she's u've ever wanted in life, that, should be the easiest things in the world. And if its not like that, then she's not the one.

Alright guys, Assalamualaikum.


why u didn't stay
why u didn't reply
why u didn't answer
why u kept it to urself
why?? there's always reason

because u didn't want to.


hey dere guys! I duno what to blog abt, but, yeah... Been missing Nurul Fida'iy Bte Samsuri. Yup, its her alright i've been missing. I have tried to forget about her, but te more i wanna forget abt her, the more i miss her and Love her so much... I will update more later...


Hey! Hope u guys are feeling well and be loved. Peace..

Aniwae, today, something weird really happened, i duno wad and how to explain but it happend.. Its like it knew wad i was feeling and the skies, clouds, and even the wind! This old person came to me and ask me if i ha 2 bucks, coz he wanted to drink coffee coz he got no money. He visiting his friend here at Adm. So i say to myself, i pity this man, so instead of giving him 2 bucks i gave him something, he then, feel very happy and he say how can i "balas your budi" (in malay), i say just help me pray to Allah, that insyallah, i will be a successful person in this world and hereafter, he also knows that i just lost a girl that i love, so he tell something and it makes me feel very good. Now im giving myself, my soul my heart to Allah. HE will know wad to do. And, i will wait for the time to happen. I still love u the way i do wheen i 1st met u..