Happy New Year! Happy new year guys! We leave 2009 and welcome 2010! Last year hold alot of sweet memories but in the end it somehow i had the worst ending of year.. If u guys know, yes it's her im talking abt. Here i am, trying to stand on my feet and walk. A fall that leaves afew bruises. Even freinds that i trust the most i hav a 50:50 feelings for him/her now..

I duno what path the world is gg to bring me.. Bt i do hope, let me suffer now, with all this things that hav and had happened to me and i will enjoy and live my life to the fullest when i ahv what i want. What i want? Lots of money, a good pay of work, cooL cars and a package guy.. I noe is not easy for me as there is a lot of people that will try their best to pull u down till ur face touch the floor.

My dad b'dae just pass, my mum next.

Yup, im the "idiotic guy", i repeat 2 module, not good in this not good in that, make people sick of me, iritated by my attitude. All this are being " " by my fwens that are my fwen now. Mayb, its hard to be in their channel bt living lonely has become part of my routine. Im fine by myself. No more Mr Nice Guy as i use to be.

Gg to be selfish in every fucking thing i do depend on the situation.

I love what i like to do. But mayb im not good enough at it. So my new year resolution is, be a package guy, let low, build up things and settle things at gear 3 pace and fighting my seat at Uni.

We'll see how it goes...