Actually ive composed a song for her and i sang to some of u all, and u all fine it nice.. So im sharingi of the song that i like, and i would like to dedicate this song to her..

Girl there's no one that gets me the way that you do
I just can't explain it there's something bout you
That gets my emotions all tangled inside
No matter how I try
I just cannot hide
What I feel when you simply walk past my way
When you smile it shines bright and it makes my day
I sit here all alone thinking about you day and night
Girl to me it feels so right


Just broke up with her yesterday.. And yes, its very painful of course.. It's much more painful than any relationship's that im in.. Although this song is famliar, but ive changed the lyrics abit..

I'm Not Surprised, Not Everything Lasts, Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track. Talk Myself In, I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up, Then I Let Myself Down. I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose You
I Came Up With A Million E...xcuses, I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility
And I Know That Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Girl That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Can't Get Over You Yet..

She's my everything.. Wad more can i ask for, Shes pretty, noes how to play soccer, can dance, love music and arts, alot more plus points she has.. Shes fair.. Very Loving.. All those memories I had with her its just priceless. No one can buy it from me.. Subanallah! I love her so much till today..

Firdaus say, "I dunno how u do it but u did it and i noe its very hard for u, even people can feel it, yes i noe u love her so much.. Its just that u are the only one that i know that u broke up with ur Loveone and at the same day u go out with her"

Really, i miss her soo freaking much.. I swear to Allah. I hav been praying, but now i prayed hard to get her back with the help of Allah. N not with the help of Shirik.

Seeing laughing and happy yesterday is so painful, its like im here so painful and yet u can still laugh?? I mean im not angry, its just im sharing how i feel.. I cannot be alone.. Seriously.. After what u did to me, i feel i lost something that is very Important to me.

I still love you very much Nurul Fida'iy Bte Samsuri..



Hey guys!!! Sorry for not being updating my blogg... Hav alot of commitments and ...YES! Alot.. Hahaha.. Well update for u guys, during this years ive met with alot of different people, with different abilities and characteristic, and ive been through alot of shits.. And i really meant it.. "What dosen't kill makes u stronger".. I actually dun quite understand that.. Hmm... Time, time has done alot of things for me.. Being in my shoe, its really hard to handle stuff.. Really.. I feel that the world is changing, everyone is changing, but I'M still AWESOME..

I've just been through shits again today, and it is testing my everything, a person once told me, "Allah would'nt test a person more he can handle" Now answer my qn, what about me? I have so many problems that i have to attend to and settle it a.s.a.p, but the test from Allah just keep coming.. U noe my situation is alr bad, why do u worsen it?? I don't understand?

I hav a very WONDERFUL Girlfriend a.k.a WIFE, I love her so much! Her Name is Nurul Fida'iy Bte Samsuri.