Just broke up with her yesterday.. And yes, its very painful of course.. It's much more painful than any relationship's that im in.. Although this song is famliar, but ive changed the lyrics abit..

I'm Not Surprised, Not Everything Lasts, Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track. Talk Myself In, I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up, Then I Let Myself Down. I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose You
I Came Up With A Million E...xcuses, I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility
And I Know That Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Girl That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Can't Get Over You Yet..

She's my everything.. Wad more can i ask for, Shes pretty, noes how to play soccer, can dance, love music and arts, alot more plus points she has.. Shes fair.. Very Loving.. All those memories I had with her its just priceless. No one can buy it from me.. Subanallah! I love her so much till today..

Firdaus say, "I dunno how u do it but u did it and i noe its very hard for u, even people can feel it, yes i noe u love her so much.. Its just that u are the only one that i know that u broke up with ur Loveone and at the same day u go out with her"

Really, i miss her soo freaking much.. I swear to Allah. I hav been praying, but now i prayed hard to get her back with the help of Allah. N not with the help of Shirik.

Seeing laughing and happy yesterday is so painful, its like im here so painful and yet u can still laugh?? I mean im not angry, its just im sharing how i feel.. I cannot be alone.. Seriously.. After what u did to me, i feel i lost something that is very Important to me.

I still love you very much Nurul Fida'iy Bte Samsuri..